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Menampilkan postingan dari September, 2018

Udara Pagi

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Sound: Uncomfortable - Wallows Mataku tak bisa terpejam semalam Seperti malam-malam berat yang kau ceritakan Hingga fajar memanggilku untuk keluar Melepaskan harapan kita yang selama ini bersangkar Aku menghirup udara pagi Untuk jiwa kita yang baru Jiwa yang selama ini terbelenggu Menyepi palsu membenam rindu Aroma tubuhmu hangat bagai sinar mentari yang masuk ke celah-celah jendela Kau melangkah keluar dari pintu rumahku Sambil mengatakan kejujuran untuk selalu tinggal Untuk kisah yang kita tahu kan selamanya kekal Bergegas kasih, kereta kita menunggu Aku tak tahu di mana peronmu Kau tak tahu di mana peronku Kita tak tahu di mana peron untuk masa lalu Sebelum berjalan, santaplah sarapan yang Tuhan beri Secangkir kenyataan pahit dan semangkuk perasaan dengan rasa paling kuat Jangan lupa bekal yang sudah kita buat Sampai jumpa entah di mana Aku berangkat lagi Kereta Bogor - Jakarta, 9/9/18 PR.

Bad Day

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Jakarta, Aug 31 2018 Have you ever been in the situation when you want to scream out but you can't? When you want to tell the world something but you just can't? When you have so many thoughts that you can't explain. The tears you can't drop, the time you can't stop. Everything seems messed up at the moment and you... you just keep quiet, nothing to do with it. You try to reach people but they only hear, not listen. You feel like you are on the lowest point of your life. You never feel like this before. You feel like, no one can truly understand what you feel and what you've been through. You are the only one savior for yourself. Then you become afraid, afraid of what they will say about your problem. You are afraid that you'll be considered as a complainer, too emotional, you are weak, you are loser. The fact is, they really don't know what happens to your own life. They are busy with theirs. Everyone has problem. Everyone has his/her own strugg...